Nothing Changes

So I find myself constantly reevaluating where I'm at in my life and the one thing that never changes is you.  So we talked the other day and I told you I wanted to erase you from my memory.  You didn't respond well.  I just think it would be easier.  You are right though, it's not fair.  You aren't trying to take the easy way out which I respect.  I'm not strong enough Branden.  I know a part of you still wants to be with me.  You are always dating girls that remind you of me.  Why are we wasting our lives not loving each other?  If I had you again I would never let you go.  I remember thinking that when we were at your house dancing to Babyface.  I can remember how your arms were positioned tightly around me.  I can remember the way you smelled and how you lightly hummed to the music in my ear.  I miss that.  I miss you.  Fall in love with me again.