Wednesday, May 27, 2009
So I find myself constantly reevaluating where I'm at in my life and the one thing that never changes is you. So we talked the other day and I told you I wanted to erase you from my memory. You didn't respond well. I just think it would be easier. You are right though, it's not fair. You aren't trying to take the easy way out which I respect. I'm not strong enough Branden. I know a part of you still wants to be with me. You are always dating girls that remind you of me. Why are we wasting our lives not loving each other? If I had you again I would never let you go. I remember thinking that when we were at your house dancing to Babyface. I can remember how your arms were positioned tightly around me. I can remember the way you smelled and how you lightly hummed to the music in my ear. I miss that. I miss you. Fall in love with me again.